Ottawa

2/28/12


i just want to thank everyone for all the kind thoughts and prayers since my last post. andre and i are flying to Ottawa this morning to be with close friends and family during this very difficult time.  this is the saddest i have ever felt. it's been a week since Jenn committed suicide, and I've spent nearly 5 days in bed. i just hope in time, i can start to heal and remember all the great moments jenn and i shared together, but at this very moment, 
i simply cannot help but miss my best friend. xo

12 comments:

haley said...

You are in my prayers <3 xxx

janis said...

safest travels! i'm so glad you can go to the funeral. i think it does help bring at least a bit of closure. still thinking of you tons! xoxo.

Lauren Hargrove said...

Sending you, your loved ones, and her loved ones good vibes in this hard time.

Kinsey Michaels said...

Kim, I am thinking of you everyday. my heart hurts over this, even though I never met Jenn. I hope you relish in all the good memories and times you had with her when you're home in Ottawa.

Kylie said...

safe travels, my friend. i'll be here to play when you're ready. family is the best thing for you right now. take your time!

xo
ky

leyla. said...

during a time like that, it is best to be surrounded by loving family and friends. they are the best support that we can have. i hope that they can offer you the comfort that you need.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I'm a survivor of suicide myself and I know that there are a lot of questions unanswered. I'm thinking of you today and sending love!

Carly {a simple affair} said...

You and her family are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. Sending all my love.

HerSunday said...

I'm a new reader but I still wanted to offer my support. I hope you have a safe trip and that you'll be able to only remember the good times you had with her. Hugs!

HerSunday said...

I'm a new reader but I still wanted to offer my support. I hope you have a safe trip and that you'll be able to only remember the good times you had with her. Hugs!

Andrea said...

I'm really sorry that you're in this situation. My dad committed suicide in 2003, so I have some small idea of what you must be going through. Please don't blame yourself. For me, I found that in time, the hurt eventually dulled enough so that I could remember and be grateful for the good times.

Take care of yourself.

brooke field said...

I've just stumbled upon your blog. It is lovely. I went though loosing my best friend to suicide just over a year ago. Still miss her everyday; still don't understand. But I know she lived a happy life and I know she was a good person. And I know I will get to see her again.